Cactus Pears (Sabar Bonda), Rohan Parashuram Kanawade’s semi-autobiographical debut function a few queer romance skilled amid mourning is the one film from India competing on the Sundance Movie Competition. The story of affection and grief in a rural setting got here to Kanawade whereas coping along with his personal father’s demise, as he puzzled how completely different processing the loss might need felt if he had a companion with whom to flee. Whatever the competitors’s consequence within the World Cinema Dramatic class, this film is already historic as the primary Marathi-language movie to premiere on the pageant.
Utilizing the phrase “disruptive” doesn’t really feel fairly correct for Cactus Pears, but there’s something tenderly disruptive on this compelling drama, an plain riot operating by its DNA. Open and uninhibited expressions of affection are usually not inspired in most Indian households, particularly when both the receiver or giver is a person. It could be a little bit of a generalization, however most Indian patriarchs increase the male members of their households to grow to be disciplinarians and family bosses. Hints of soppy and tender feelings solely get in the way in which.
Maintaining this in thoughts, the existence of a movie that not solely presents a narrative brimming with love but additionally explores the queer romance between two males with no curtain of disgrace is each groundbreaking and defiant. That it is such a wonderful film, and a feature-length directorial debut at that, makes it all of the extra outstanding.
Cactus Pears reveals the battle of duality between metropolis life and village roots.
Credit score: Vikas Urs / Sundance
Following the demise of his father, 30-year-old Mumbai resident Anand (Bhushaan Manoj) and his mom, Suman (Jayshri Jagtap), go to their prolonged household again within the village of Kharshinde, in Maharashtra, to watch a 10-day interval of mourning.
Mumbai is house to many who both are migrant employees themselves, or from households that left farmlands and moved to town looking for a greater life. Anand’s grandfather was the primary one within the household to make this transfer. All through the movie, a number of characters discuss life within the huge metropolis with a way of mysticism. Some need their daughters to marry metropolis boys, with the expectation this can make for a extra affluent and straightforward life, as entry to primary facilities equivalent to round the clock electrical energy and available operating water stays uncommon in components of rural India.
Nevertheless, Anand’s grandfather, father, and himself haven’t discovered riches within the huge metropolis. Anand earns solely sufficient to contribute towards operating the studio residence he shares along with his mother and father. In contrast, his cousin Bajrang, who works as a veterinarian, owns a multi-storied home with sufficient rooms for a giant, joint household. Characters reminisce of a time not within the long gone when these houses weren’t even made from brick and cement, so there’s a sense of upward mobility right here. Nevertheless, someplace alongside the house’s building, it appears the household ran out of cash. The entrance façade has no paint on its partitions, there’s a naked minimal of furnishings inside, and unused baggage of cement lie deserted on the rooftop. Is the attraction of town merely an phantasm? The home will be seen as a metaphor for the unreliable, unpredictable, and sometimes unfulfilled want for a life that can by some means be higher.
2024’s Grand Prix-winning All We Think about as Mild, the debut function of Payal Kapadia, additionally explored this duality. Parvathy (Chhaya Kadam) a prepare dinner at a hospital, is evicted from her tenement house by actual property builders. Initially, she is reluctant to depart Mumbai for her village Ratnagiri, additionally in Maharashtra. However as soon as there, Parvathy reconnects with a happier, extra content material model of a self she did not know nonetheless existed inside her. For Kapadia’s character, this shift from metropolis to village is immediately cathartic, however for Kanawade’s Anand, a younger, queer man, town feels way more accepting and comforting, regardless of his cramped dwelling situations.
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He’s out as a homosexual man to his mother and father, however solely within the metropolis. In Mumbai, his mother and father aren’t ashamed of Anand’s sexuality. However within the village, relations have been instructed that Anand is single due to a woman who broke his coronary heart. In a scene through which Anand and his mom first arrive on the village along with his father’s physique, everybody exits the automobile, however the digital camera stays behind. As you have a look at the mourners by the automobile window, you share Anand’s resignation to a indifferent, out-of-body expertise. His actual self stays ready in that automobile to return to Mumbai, the place, regardless of a latest breakup, he’s happier.
Contrasting with the huge open fields in his village are the normal mourning guidelines Anand is constrained with: Don’t put on black. Don’t put on sneakers. Don’t go to anybody’s house. Don’t eat rice. Don’t drink milk. Anand surrenders to every rule with out argument, afraid to disturb the steadiness or trigger hassle. The portraiture is so realized and heartfelt that it feels virtually voyeuristic to have this peek contained in the director’s recollected sense of alienation.
Cactus Pears defies queer stereotypes.
Credit score: Vikas Urs / Sundance
As Anand struggles to search out moments in his day when the elders aren’t hounding him to discover a bride and marry, he reconnects with childhood pal Balya (Suraaj Suman), who gives him aid from his overbearing household. Throughout the sunny days they spend collectively, shepherding goats and taking dips in a lake, each see in one another an acknowledgment of their wishes. For each, it’s virtually an prompt sexual attraction, however for Balya, this additionally may grow to be his exit from Kharshinde, a spot he by no means acquired to depart.
The movie’s very apt title, Cactus Pears, refers back to the brilliant purple, pulpy fruit that grows atop a prickly cactus in probably the most arid and inhospitable environments. It could be uncommon to return about, troublesome to acquire, and the way in which to its juicy goodness lined with needles. However the truth that it grows means it’s out there to be loved by these courageous sufficient to danger damage. This metaphor is mirrored in Kanawade’s writing, which is continually subversive. It’s virtually as if he made an inventory of stereotypes in queer love tales and intentionally attacked every one. Anand’s father is his confidant, not his antagonist. The worldly Balya has extra expertise with different homosexual males than the city-dweller; he is aware of the best way to drive a automobile, experience a motorcycle, and hold nosy inquisitors at bay. The narrative has grief and tragedy flowing by it, however a tragic story this isn’t.
No mournful background music underlines how laborious it’s for queer males to stay their lives. The truth is, the movie doesn’t deploy music in any respect. The one tune, diegetic or in any other case, is the decision to prayers from the close by temple Anand isn’t allowed to go to. The sound design consists solely of birds in an open sky, the sound of toes on dust roads, and bells round cattle necks, reflecting Anand’s frame of mind. After his father’s demise, music went out from the world. All that continues to be are prayers and the easy, on a regular basis sounds that encompass him.
Cactus Pears is Indian indie cinema at its scrappiest finest.
Cactus Pears is as indie as indie cinema will get. The budgets are small; the lead actors are each theatre artists who’ve been in performs collectively. Bhushaan and Suraaj’s ease with one another is obvious; their cuddles are pure, every shared look a by-product of long-held familiarity. Cinematographer Vikas Urs’ unhurried, regular frames enable Balya and Anand to take a look at one another for so long as they want to take action. Kanawade too permits Anand and Balya to really feel their disappointment in moments that may come naturally to males of their circumstances. Anand might need nothing to say to an previous relative who needs to know the way he will get to and from work in Mumbai, however listening to Balya discuss his household’s monetary hardships brings him out of his grief-induced reverie lengthy sufficient to really feel empathy once more. Anand finds 100 new stolen moments of peace, abruptly out there within the 10-day mourning interval.
Cactus Pears feels as if Rohan Kanawade’s private life has been laid naked for an viewers, every emotional second on show in defiance of what Indian society expects of males. It’s a chapter from his diary, a interval in his life when all appeared misplaced — and but, just like the elusive cactus pear itself, happiness discovered its approach again to him. He names his protagonist Anand, which interprets to pleasure, to remind you there may be hope to be discovered even within the bleakest of occasions, should you solely take a pause and open your self as much as the thought.
Cactus Pears (Sabar Bonda) was reviewed out of the 2025 Sundance Movie Competition.
